Day 14: Off kilter

I am feeling very much off my "game" lately as if I don't have my "sea legs" and am not "doin' the damned thing". Problem is that I can't put my finger on *why*. Maybe it is because I have been reviewing my exams from last semester recently (i.e. feeling stupid all over again). Maybe it is because I spoke with the professor who runs the summer trip to Greece and she asked whether I am coming (AUGH! have to figure out how to pay for it). Maybe it is because I am feeling a resurgence of self-pity (see all of the above). Whatever it is, I am not feeling it and that very much gets in the way of my day. I think it may be talking to all my friends who are in Moot Court still and even hearing their introductions - I think maybe I miss the opportunity. Irony of that is I talked to my old TA this afternoon and she said to me "you made a solid decision" in regards to my switch to Principles. IDK. All I know for sure is that nothing is exactly as I thought it would be... but I suppose that's not all wrong.